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OKAY, Rock bottom!
you and i have finally met … this is it !!! i can not and will not go any further down this spiral … i chose this moment to be the beginning of the end of my suffering! RIGHT now… from this point there is only up … i must and i know that i must remain steadfast in my convictions … and know that i deserve a much better life …
i deserve to be able to afford real food…
i deserve to sleep in a bed…
i deserve to have enough money to pay all of my bills and debts…
i deserve to live a life of joy…
i deserve to be surrounded by love…
i deserve to embrace my talents…
i deserve time to be creative…
i deserve a better life…
i am here …
i will make this life one that i feel is worth living…
i am alive…
i get to hear
i get to taste
i get to SMELL
i GET to touch
i Get to SEE…
and i can see a life of wonderful glory for me
