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as i was watching precious
so much came into my mind
i was confused
i was completely clear
i know that i am not perfect… i was not made that way
i know that i want a lot more from my life than what i have currently
i know that i must make changes in my life if i want to see progress… i can not continue to make the choices that i Have made because they are what got me here. (im listening to true colors sung by eva cassidy at the moment and it is changing me as i type!)
i am meant for more … there is no more making choices that benifit someone else … i must make myself a priority! i want somethings … and i know that i can make them happen because they are not outrageous! in 2010 i said i was going to make it happen … and these i will
A real BED(i can not sleep on the hardwood floor for one more year!)
a clean apartment…(this means i have to do more than sleep there)
an apartment that i am proud to invite others to visit
well paying gigs
recorded songs
career in the area i am passionate about (not that i am not grateful for the two jobs i have now! but they are not what i want to do in five years)
return more phone calls
write more songs
pay off some debt
put some savings away
get health insurance … i havent seen a doc in ages
go back to being vegetarian if not vegan
actually go to runyon canyon more often …
use my gym membership that i owe money on
… i will add to this list later
